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Love, I've Believed
03:04
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I’m alone in your room, honey am I alive
Making notes in my head, I can’t leave here tonight
Lucky if I get a glimpse over the top of her phone
So please don’t mess me up like this, you’ve already killed the party to me
Yeah we’ve had a bit to drink it doesn’t mean I don’t think, this is the furthest thing from love I’ve believed
We hardly speak and then you hand me the keys
Let me put this in words, let me try it this way
Let me actually hear, what you’re wanting to say
How can I really mean a thing if you give nothing to me
I don’t want your devotion or your elegant caste
Your anxiety writings or my paragraphs back
All I want is a friend and just some fucking good fun
So please don’t turn around like this, you’ve already left the party for me
Cause I’m crying by the sink it doesn’t mean I can’t think
There’s almost all of you I haven’t yet seen
And you don’t want the side that shows it to me
Where’s the genuine want, where’s the memories being made
There’s the awkward response, there’s the bleed in the brain
What’s the point, who the hell do I think you are
So please don’t mess me up like this, you’re the master of disguising deceit
Though you’ve pushed me to the brink, it doesn’t mean I don’t think
That you’re a wonder in some realm of relief
But you don’t really want the actual me
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Oedipus
03:11
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I know I like it but I can't bare to admit it at all
Yes I'm toxic I'll kill this I'll feel it then reject somethin more
We plan to kiss, we plan to change
We plan to disrupt our whole interface
But it's me, in the way of it all
I'm impossible, I'm a hypocrite I know you don't need to remind me
Don't let me stand in the way, don't
make me promise not to change
You won't hurt me
And if I'm honest I don't think you could
But this whole infliction gets too much
I want you here as my lover and not a crutch
I might hurt you
If there was any way around it I would
Now it's midnight I'm in your headlights
You think I'm bored and horny just like the other types
And I'm too tired to get into another fight
So I guess you're right
Well what a night I don't think anyone could call that at all
It was slow, it was sombre its all I could've wanted and more
Bare me in mind, you're bare in mine, yes I'm attached but believe me I'm fine
But for one night, I was the king of it all
We're improbable, I'm in love with it I need to step away from irony
Don't wanna sleep where we laid, don't want this thing to be a change
You won't hurt me, but if I'm honest then perhaps you could
I thought I would break you with such a clutch
I want you here as a toy maybe not a crutch
I can't hurt you, but if I wanted to you know I could
Now we can't sleep this is my fantasy
I know the best of you might be the death of me
I was over you, now you're on top of me
Not easy; you see?
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Tigress
01:41
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You’re still present in the back of my mind
But not the plans to make you mine
If you could track your train of thought
Pull the brakes when I’m distraught
Will you please remember that we met at all
Meet me outside if you need me to talk
I’ll say my piece and then I’ll walk
If I meant more to you than him
If you would see me once again
I don’t like you but at least we might be friends
Was I nothing like you thought I would be
The second option didn’t please
But now you know you can be free
I’m your loss and you’re a burden unto me
Well I guess one meet was happy somehow
You have him and I’ll head home now
What’s your name how are you how’ve you been?
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Spare My Words
03:02
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Spare my words and cling to his arm
You’re a paranoid joke to the boys at the bar
As you walk up the stairs in a search for any two chairs
Phone down eyes up melting away
Are you doing alright are your feeling okay?
Well you won’t be for long, when I seek the crowd I wronged
Do you want a cigarette
Or a fling or a bite to eat or something
Glare in his eyes as he leaves her longing
Don’t tell anyone you can’t tell a soul
I was never even here not a person can know
If she asks I’m alright I’ve died or I’m safe at home
Did you mention it how does she know
I just needed to see him before I go
Yes I know I wouldn’t see you but that doesn’t matter at all
Of course I feel upset
Now the makeup runs and my t-shirts soaking
Driving him home for a night of self-loathing
That’s the story of the trivial life
Of a girl that I knew from some place one night
As I process again and again with no means to an end
She has him as the glint in her eye
Get affection from me on the emptier nights
Then as soon as I go she’d be back in his room still alone
Well of course I’ll soon forget
Of the midnight kiss and the front seat haunting
End of the day this is not what I wanted
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Frazer Spooner Sheffield, UK
Independent multi-instrumentalist from the UK, with a love for vibrations that sound subjectively good together, some more than others. All instruments and lyrics you hear are recorded, played, written and mixed by myself.
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